A day i have not yet known

when all is left alone and quiet
and i, in my thoughts, can dwell
i dream of a day i have not yet known
of a simple life and love's gentle swell
the past is gone and i won't look back
for there's really not much to see
except a young girl learning her own soul
and growing up into me
forced to reconcile the "then" with "now"
but a less simple challenge is posed
to continuously run into the future
afraid that i hold my dreams too close
for desires come and go
like shooting stars in their indigo sea
which ones are meant to flit through my mind
and which ones should i allow to captivate me?
i wonder if you are one of those stars
or rather more like the sun
to rise and fall and rise again
faithfully. beautiful and golden
what if i unlock my soul and confide in you
maybe even hand you the key
could you promise to forever stay true
or sigh, close your eyes, and leave my hands empty
if you stay i'll open my hands
slowly your dreams become my own
no longer choosing mine or yours
for together through the world we'll roam
we'll sit on top of the mountain
the one overlooking the clouds
we'll talk and we'll dream and we'll call it home
this world seen through misty shrouds
written 16 january 2020